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half yearlys are over
defining the point that I have less than half a year remaining before I
finish my secondary education
gain a hsc and a possibly entry into university
im changing constantly, my moods more often
im emotional, irrational and subjective
I feel horrible sometimes for seeming so melodramatic
its hard to explain how this even works when I don't quite understand it
myself
at the very least I can attempt to resolve the conflict I cause, on a
seemingly regular basis
positives include nice weather, concluded exams, a lovely boyfriend,
approaching holidays and water
negatives include schoolwork, daylight savings finishing, emotional
moodswings, habits of no self control and iron deficiency
it has been a while since my last post, over a month
its so much easier to lose track of time when you have many things to
focus upon
for me this was primarily not only the happiness of myself but of
someone else
one other person I aim to please, want to make smile, laugh
ZacJory, an amazing two months so far and I don't regret a single
second.
im terribly fortunate in the amount he actually visibly cares for me.
this blog is an introduction to thoughts of future optimism, positive
self reflection and appreciation
follow along, I may actually stay true to this thought..