today i deleted my past posts, even though there were only two of them
this was all in an attempt to continue forgetting my past, and mostly the people that were in it
im moving on, finally after months of thinking things would resolve themselves in a perfect manner
its time to refocus, organise and prioritise
and now seems the ideal time for this to happen
another thing ive noticed is that my friends are disappearing as quickly as ive gained them
i dont trust many people anymore and there arent many that i enjoy spending my time with
this poses the questions of why do i spend time with people who dont appreciate me, or that i dont even like being around
theres one girl i care about more than anyone, want to spend all of my time with and will always remember as my best friend, because she really is
rhiannon, my big sister, the girl who has been more of a mother to me then my biological one has
the only person i will ever trust completely without any doubts
the time has arrived to appreciate the real things and erase the fake
im changing, as i always have
but im going to change for the better this time
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