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what do you expect me to do when you're giving me nothing back
every move I make, everything I say
is the biggest risk to me
it shouldn't be like this
when did the security fade away to uncertainty
why can't you forget her
im comparing myself to her
im competing against the girl you don't want
why.
why am I aspiring to be someone you don't want in order for you to want
me
where has the logic gone, where are my morals
where is your common sense
tell me what im supposed to do
ill do anything
at first it was a matter of how long it would take for this situation to
resolve
now im faced with the question of if it ever will
I want you, I like you
but I also want some basis of hope
I can't keep hoping
I won't let you put me through this
it has to end somewhere
conclude