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its been a few days and I've been distracted
in the best way possible
I've recently met someone that makes me smile, laugh, feel stupid and I
feel comfortable
conversation is never awkward and he's just as silly as me :)
we spent a great day together where we got rainbow ice cream, waled
around town in circles, saw a movie, invaded the toy section of a
department store and had piggy back rides in the park
it wasn't awkward as I had thought it would be
simply fun
and now I find myself wanting to talk to him more and more
im realising what it is that causes true happiness
not the small pleasures that we all experience
but the deeper happiness that only some find
I feel as if im beginning to dwell in a place that can provide this
happiness and security to me
my hopes won't be kept, im going to be realistic
ill wish on every star that this worth it