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generalising is becoming a habit
ill elaborate
yesterday I caught a train to brittanys in order to have our movie night
:)
we had ice cream, rented movies which included the blair witch project
and nick and norahs infinite playlist and bought poppers, m&ms and
chocolate
the night resulted in us becoming paranoid of everything, there were
awkward situations, cute moments and growing affection
it concluded in me being confused, smitten, hopeful, wanting and unsure
whatever he is choosing is still unclear to me
hopefully I can define what he wants
hopefully I can be that
today im also taking out my hair extensions
im most likely going to regret it
im not sure, its such an impulse decision
its too late to change my mind now though
everything is meshing into large unbearable situations,
im finding it difficult to comprehend and deal
I need a better strategy