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everyday im aprreciating my interest in life as it continues to astound
and impress me
yesterday I spent a lot of time with my sister
she is lovely, and considering we don't spend as much time together as I
would like to,
I had a really nice time yesterday
we've also planned to go christmas shopping together on thursday, im
really excited :)
as soon as I've concluded with buying all the presents that need to be
bought, im going to get my lip pierced :)
the holidays have been passing quickly already even though it has only
technically been three days.
another event that occurred yesterday was I had a conversation with a
boy that influenced basically everything I did for more than a year,
I was hopeless and wanted nothing more than him
happier times have come and we hadn't spoken in a while
talking to him yesterday made me consider all the friendships I once had
and valued but no longer have for various reasons
im going to today, try and make plans with some of my old friends,
hopefully all goes well
its now becoming a routine to stay up late with rhiannon and watch
episodes of friends before falling asleep and still waking up at a
ridiculously early hour
but right now, im appreciating having some sort of routine after my life
being in a state of panic and desperation for the past three months
im moving forward, oh so slowly
but im still getting somewhere
I can finally think through sentences without him being the conclusion
of every single one
im hopeful
im independant
im learning