actuality.

im tired of people telling me what I can and can't do
im only sixteen but im independant and able to care for myself
I have been for most of my life
perhaps they're just all looking out for me,
but hardly anyone I need seems to be there at the appropriate time and
are always around when I can handle things by myself
im not as incapable as I may seem
im also tired of giving people the benefit of the doubt only to get
crushed by them
im a pushover
I give too many chances
im too much of a nice person and give people what they want to keep them
happy
im over it, im over being used
not being noticed
not being taken seriously
this is where it all changes