its been sitting in the back of my mind for a while now
but im starting to think more about how im living my life
and im starting to become worried
everyone has days where they don't want to be spoken to,
those days where you don't feel like laughing and you just need time to
think about everything
im having more than I care to count
im connecting it with the reasoning of school being demanding and
general pressure
I feel that everyone expects too much of me
all these hopes and dreams of others that im unable to fulfill
the year is slowly coming to and end,
I can only hope that with the beginning of a new year
it will also be the construction of a new state of mind filled with good
habits, happy people and a positive sense of worth
but of course; it isn't all bad, it never is
there are those few miraculous individuals that I adore spending time
with,
I tell them everything,
I can be anything when im with them
and I know that they'll always have time for me
there aren't many of them anymore
but they're here
rhiannon jansma
sarah love
caitlin fahey
cathleen bridgewater
they are my optimism, consciousness and reasoning
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your quite the lovely friend. i find it hard to comprehend that even if i went to another school,lived in another state,country or world i may never have ever met you, we would never have been friends.
ReplyDeleteits scary and sad when you think about it, all the people you will never meet, they could be the most amazing friend or your soul mate. but you will never meet them.
and you wish you could trade in all the people you dont really need in your life for the ones you will never meet.
i love you.
pfffft. friendship love
family love
romantic love
animal love
life love
personal self love
pfffft, love doesnt even mean the same thing it used to mean, its all been changed. im not even sure what it means. its just a 4 letter world that everyone just takes to far,crys over it,loves it,craves it,feels it,wants it,needs it,hates it,talks about it,looses it,breaks it. and so on. its just a 4 letter word that everyone worries about and talks of too much. its just another word that means nothing than the real thing.